#7

I keep seeing you in my dreams, loving this girl who isn’t me.

#6

im the type of girl that youll never see me cry or even sad. i wont show you the weakest side of me. not that im heartless. its just i dont want you to see how bad i am trying to cope with this situation.

#5

I pretend to be strong so you won't see me weak. But inside I'm just a fragile little twig.

When I pretend to be strong,no one sees my hidden tears except Allah. When I'm sad and need a shoulder to cry on, no one supports me but Allah.

and i told Him a lot about you. 

have a good life ahead, sayang.

After all this time

After all this time,

you still haven’t left my mind

I still spend every moment wondering if you’re thinking of me too.

After all this time

I still torture myself thinking that you’ll call or maybe text

and I just stare at my phone for hours.

After all this time 

I know I shouldn’t. but I still love you

and I’m still yours.

#4

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but you’re one of the only people I ever really wanted to stick around. However, I couldn’t make you stay.

#3

It’s always been you even when I didn't want it to be, even when it broke my heart over and over again. It’s just always been you.

#2

Most people can’t tell the difference between a fake smile and a real one. It’s only because they don’t take the time to look into the eyes, the only part of the body that can’t psychically hold lies.

#1

sometimes i’m sad, and sometimes i’m angry; but right now i can’t feel anything, and i think this is worse.

No one

I'm the one who you can count every time you had a bad time. I'll be there. But when the world turns around, I always have nobody. Sometimes I just wanna have someone to tell me that it's okay for me to not being okay. To not feeling okay. But everytime I need it I always ended up telling my ownself that I'm okay. I have no one.